Thursday, 21 March 2013

RHYTHM OF LIFE

I have always wondered,
why people in love are always crying?
they fight and quarrel, scream and shout,
but without each other they feel like dying.

i wondered what kind of love it is,
and why all those tears?
many answers came,
jealousy, insecurity and fears.
many words but the problem's the same,
they are all just afraid.
afraid to be left alone and not been loved,
afraid to lose the relation they had made.

i never understood this fear,
that how it ever evolved?
people who love each other shouldn't fear,
trust is the answer with which this problem can be solved.
if u trust your love then why be scared,
why the thought of loss appears?
then was my turn to suffer from this pain,
and everything i doubted became crystal clear..

after all these years,
i had finally fallen for someone.
and now those tears and fears arise in me,
that he might go and i'll be left alone.
that someone else might love him,
and he might love her more than me.
one day he'd realize this is a mistake,
and leave me on my own.

he might think of me as immature,
a kid whom he never really loved.
or someone just too serious too early,
and go thinking its for the best.
but he wouldn't know that i would wait for him always,
that i would hold onto him even after he would leave.
that i would love him always,
and he would always be above the rest.

but these fears are unnecessary,
because for the time being at least.
he is here and so am i,
and no one between us-angel or beast...

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

CROATOAN

Is it just me,
Or is it true?
Did the heavens back out,
Or hell just broke loose?
Demons, evil everywhere
Nowhere to go.
No angel in sight,
To bury the Satan low.

Death and destruction,
Loss and fear all around.
Disease of the dead and
Love of the infected surrounds.
The sun is above but darkness covers
Our head and brain and soul.
We carry our spirit around,
Filled in the demon's bowl.

Its not an apocalypse,
But you get the idea.
Its the daily world we live in,
And the routine criteria.
In a world full of sins,
Lust, pride, anger and rage.
Gods are crying their hearts out,
For all the devil and sage.

Monday, 11 March 2013

WHERE DID IT GO??


Everyday i die
and i die some more...
is there a way
any way to lure
the happiness back in my life
i dont know where and why it went
but i want it back
back in my tent...

who took it and why
i dont wanna know
am looking for whats mine
and mine alone...
i'll do whatever it takes
die for it and kill
although i do not know
if i'll find it still...

i know where it lies
but thats out of my league now
so i know am never getting it back
and i'll live somehow...
live, how will i ever
no...its survival i'm talking
now i'll walk alone forever
and into the darkness am walking...

CHERISHED MOMENTS


Gone are the days when we were together,
When we would hug and hold each other.
We would laugh and cry and sing and dance,
We would stare at each other or just merely glance.
And when we knew that come what may,
Neither of us would ever part our ways.

Left behind is the time when I would hold your hand,
And walk beside you on the warm beach sand.
I cherish the mornings when you would wake me up,
With a smile on your face, holding a tea cup.
You would feel sorry as the toast did burn,
OH! How I wish for those days to return.

I can still see your face before you left,
My heart ached as you wept.
Your eyes were filled with agony,
"I'll be there", you promised me.
You were dead tired before you went,
All worn out and oh so spent!
Struggling every moment to live some more,
"I'll be watching", to me, you swore.

Now, I remember those moments on my death bed,
Awaiting to meet you on the other end.
I know that a new beginning follows my death,
And a smile spreads on my face as I take my LAST BREATH..........!!!